I’ve been battling a case of “Where I Belong” which always requires a re-energizer to get me back in the swing of things. When I first started (thought of) this journey I was overwhelmed by bright ideas, joy, hope, inspiration, the I can do anything phenomena (of which, from the depths of my soul, I still believe)….you name it; I had it. Yet, suddenly and queitly the spirit of perhaps you don’t belong has been creeping up in my spine. So now (for awhile) I’m pondering: “How do I make this journey unique/mine and OWN IT without offending/disrespecting those great souls who spend their entire lives (and livelihoods) engrossed in the pursuit of and love for Dance, Poetry, Theatre. I’m still working this one out…..
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Finally. I have recovered from Inauguration Madness and I’m back. I won’t talk much about my Inaugural Experience…only to say that it was fabulous being amidst the mayhem and chaos. Thanks to a giving light (Kim!), I scoped a “Golden Ticket” to watch the Inauguration on the Capitol Grounds (narrowly avoiding the Purple Tunnel of Doom…THANK YOU MOTHER NATURE).
Once I made it…actually just as the ceremony was starting and directly after the musical interlude….. I settled into a spot after awhile and stood in frigid weather to see (mostly hear) the President Obama take his Oath of Office. And of course I was anxiously awaiting the Inaugural Poem read and composed by Elizabeth Alexander. (Actually, I thought that perhaps, I’d missed it because it took me soo long to get to and go through the security check points. You might remember my earlier post on Dr. Alexander.
Unfortunately, I was in the minority and once the Oath of Office was done the crowd of thousands started to slowly shift to the exit…..trailing behind them was noise and picture snapping. Needless to say it was impossible for me to follow Dr. Alexander’s presentation (or Rev. Lowery’s benediction for that matter) and almost wouldn’t have known it was over if it were not for a few sporadic hand-claps waving through the audience.
Although, there has been much criticism of Dr. Alexander’s Inaugural Poem…….. I think the text is beautiful and wise. Wise for her to stay herself and share with us words that evoke History (the ancestors are beaming and stomping Thank You’s), Voice, Movement, Love, Light….and importantly the reminder that we hold the power to Create and Inspire tomorrow’s praise. I found the language to be simple yet stimulating; creating (and evoking) lasting, lingering images of people….people loving and moving towards peace…people we all know, have known, or will know at some point in time. How brilliant of Dr. Alexander to allow us along on this journey….
Praise Song for the Day by Elizabeth Alexander
A Poem for Barack Obama's Presidential Inauguration Each day we go about our business, walking past each other, catching each other's eyes or not, about to speak or speaking. All about us is noise. All about us is noise and bramble, thorn and din, each one of our ancestors on our tongues. Someone is stitching up a hem, darning a hole in a uniform, patching a tire, repairing the things in need of repair. Someone is trying to make music somewhere, with a pair of wooden spoons on an oil drum, with cello, boom box, harmonica, voice. A woman and her son wait for the bus. A farmer considers the changing sky. A teacher says, Take out your pencils. Begin. We encounter each other in words, words spiny or smooth, whispered or declaimed, words to consider, reconsider. We cross dirt roads and highways that mark the will of some one and then others, who said I need to see what's on the other side. I know there's something better down the road. We need to find a place where we are safe. We walk into that which we cannot yet see. Say it plain: that many have died for this day. Sing the names of the dead who brought us here, who laid the train tracks, raised the bridges, picked the cotton and the lettuce, built brick by brick the glittering edifices they would then keep clean and work inside of. Praise song for struggle, praise song for the day. Praise song for every hand-lettered sign, the figuring-it-out at kitchen tables. Some live by love thy neighbor as thyself, others by first do no harm or take no more than you need. What if the mightiest word is love? Love beyond marital, filial, national, love that casts a widening pool of light, love with no need to pre-empt grievance. In today's sharp sparkle, this winter air, any thing can be made, any sentence begun. On the brink, on the brim, on the cusp, praise song for walking forward in that light.
Last week at the Library (aka my temporary office space), I ran into two young ladies/high school students in the hall. I noted immediately that they were dancing and soon registered that they were attempting Beyonce’s Single Ladies Choreography. (I take every opportunity I can to tell folks I’ve learned the routine. Even if I’m off beat the entire dance) Of course, I couldn’t contain myself and we (I?) initiated a lively conversation about the dance (I invited them to the DC Dance Collective to take Kadriene’s class!) and about life after high school.
I won’t detail our conversation….but yes dancing is opening doors for me and allowing me to connect with people differently than I may have otherwise.
I told the two budding dancers about 12to28 and that I was/am an Education Consultant and that I primarily worked to assist young people with identifying and sorting out what they want to do after high school and offered for them to sit down with me at the library anytime if they wanted to talk about College or other options available to them. (This is in the midst of trying my best to introduce a persuasive (but sensitive argument) that one of the young ladies should go with her heart/interests/passions in choosing a post high school path and not what her Momma wants her to do.)
She’s on the path to making the mistake many of us make when we want to please and make folks proud of us. “I’m taking this step because my Mama, or Parents, or GrandPa, GrandMa, Uncle”…you get the pictures…”wants me to”. And when you ask, “Well, what would ‘YOU” like to do?” First, a blank stare and then the catch-all, ‘Well, that’s the only reason I’m doing it because they want me to.”
But when I dug deeper a barrage of ideas and hopes and dreams came gushing out. Her eyes lit up! Why is she not being encouraged to follow any of those dreams? Because no one in the family has ever done it? There’s no security in it? How will she make a living?…..Perhaps, we don’t know our kids/family/loved ones as much as we think. Maybe stepping outside of the cruel, cold, harsh realities of life and embracing the unconventional… (I know. Better said than done)
I don’t know the young lady well of course or if our dialogue really registered in a significant way. (I pray it did…) A 20 minute chat does not add up to birthing a human. And I know, I know…Why should she listen to me over her Momma? I can only say that I’ve seen enough youth, inside and outside of my family, to know when someone is making a dreadful decision (instantly). You can see it in their eyes…hear it in their voice. I also know from my own life experience that when you make choices that are rooted in another person’s desire the results are rarely never fulfilling to you.
(Note to Post 12to28 Self) I am inspired to create a workshop for Parents titled “How To Help Your Kids Make Decisions, Without Making the Decision for Them” and one for youth titled something like (but much cooler) “It’s Ok To Tell Your Parents No (And How to Do It Nicely). How To Live Your Life and Make Life Decisions on Your Own”.
How many people are living paths their parents set for/encouraged them to do while depressing their full potential and increasingly becoming disabled and unwilling….fearful of stepping out on their own.
If I never see them again. I hope they Dance On….and make decisions based on their love and interest and passion for something. Please….. Live Your Life.
A Dream Deferred by Langston Hughes
What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore–
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over–
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?
Currently Reading: The Complete Collected Poems of Maya Angelou
I know. I haven’t written or said much about ‘Poetry’ in the first 3 months. Honestly, I just don’t know why. I’m kind of flying by the seat of my pants and Dance and Theatre took off first. Perhaps, now is the time to light the Poetry flame. My friend MSJ shared Thursday, December 18th’s edition of the Washington Post with me. Namely, because he knows that I’ve been interested in the story of Jon Favreau, President Elect Obama’s Chief Speechwriter, and soon to be Director of Speechwriting in the White House at the phenomenal age of 27 (my current age!)
I’d written a group of my friends about a month ago sharing what I knew of Favreau’s story with a discussion point specifically about Favreau’s age and how great (and scary), that at 27 (our age!) he has this amazing (and I’m certain stressful) job of helping to shape the President’s words. Wow! It got me thinking about my passions, where I am now with 12to28, and the importance of being ready when opportunities come. It created just enough envy to set my fire to an intense blaze again.
Well, MSJ gave me the Post so that I could read the front page article on Favreau titled “Helping to Write History” and below it I spot an article on The Inaugural Poet titled “Selection Provides Civil Rights Symmetry“. Although first I spotted the picture, noting someone familiar, of Dr. Elizabeth Alexander, Poet and Scholar of African American Literature and Culture. The article, which is a lovely read, introduces Dr. Alexander by sharing the story of her parents taking her to the March on Washington when she was a tiny toddler of 1 years old and makes the obvious connection to the enormity of her January appointment to breathe words of purpose during the Inauguration.
I’d met Dr. Alexander back in undergrad when I served as President of the Honor’s Student Cabinet at Dillard. The Honor’s Department hosted a special colloquium where 4-6 artists/writers/creators were invited on campus to share their gift with students and faculty. Honor’s students were treated to special intimate 2-4 hour sessions with the special guests where we in groups of 6-8 had time to discuss, debate, talk, chat and laugh with the creators about their work…and what ever else the conversation landed on. (Of course, we did our homework ahead of time! We were all given copies of and read the guests’ work to aid in that lively discussion weeks before their anticipated arrival.) The guests’ week long visit ended with a University-wide (Open to the public) reading/dialogue.
Dr. Alexander and I at DU circa 2002
In addition, to being fortunate enough to be in her small group discussion, I was Dr. Alexander’s student host. I welcomed, escorted and assisted her with getting to her campus destinations and just did my best to make sure she had a comfortable, enjoyable time. My memory about that time is clouded with how warm and approachable, yet reserved and slightly shy….maybe a pleasant melancholy?…sober thoughtfulness?….Dr. Alexander appeared to me.
I remember her voice being light, again, warm and inquisitive in our Honor’s small group discussion. And I remember myself and classmates being more reserved than normal….hesitant with our thoughts, as if we were writing and reviewing the final draft for the third time before we would allow our professor to read our creations.
Dr. Alexander was patient and kind. She asked lots of questions when we as students reverted to our shy, self consious selves…trying to become invisible in the room. Now that I think of it, I wonder how many of us first, read, and then, digested Dr. Alexander’s work. I know that we discussed in some part the Venus Hottentot...but nothing remarkable about the dialogue exchange has stuck with me. I remember thinking or feeling not as impressive as usual.
What has stuck with me….what I keenly remember is the thoughtful space and the sometimes silence Dr. Alexander seemed to occupy during my time and exchange with her (walking along the Avenue of the Oaks or in the Honor’s Seminar Room) and the 21 year old college student that was me trying to interpret what that meant and where I fit into it.
Today, I feel I’m closer to finding out. I think it begins when my pen hits paper and begin to compose what is my poetry…and just not a fulfillment to or for 12to28. Although, I love, Love, LOVE Marvelous Maya and Sweet Sonya and the other well known scribes in my community I am so utterly awash that Dr. Alexander’s light will shine in this way…during that January 20th spotlight. So that Saartjie’s and the other stories may reach more & more unknowing minds.
Well, I meant to write this post yesterday on August 19th. The 12to28 kick-off is quickly approaching and have so much to do. This summer has been an phenomenal one….As I worked to make and save money for 12to28 I’ve been able to sneak in a few pre-12to28 events. Including this past weekend in NYC where I witnessed Laurence Fishburne embody Thurgood; admired the many sites and sounds of the Harlem Jazz and Music Festival; participated in an actor’s workshop taught by Mel Jackson at Hueman’s in Harlem; and sat in on an Advanced Beginner Ballet class at the infamous Alvin Ailey Dance Theater. Absolutely AMAZING unplanned weekend. Actually, I’ve had plans to see Thurgood since May but the other happenings were simple acts of kindness from above. The ones that say: There are no coincidences.
